Fucked up but true: a good thirty percent of my impulse to self harm is just me channeling the desire to hurt other people into a quasi-acceptable type of expression.

prasad’s skype is broken so i have no one to talk to and ptsd pe therapy has been utterly destroying every ounce of progress i have made to claw my life back from the abyss over the past twelve years im honestly thinking clawing off my own skin and jumping in front of a car is a better alternative than showing up to my appointment tuesday.